...I'm not trying to say that it isn't wrong, or that you should feel nothing after doing that. But if you can realize that it doesn't change what you've done, then you're addressing it in the right direction, I think.

[Does that make any sense... Is that comforting at all? Probably not. He's not very good at this, still. Sometimes he can end up lucking out, but right here... He has no idea how to handle it. He just knows his feelings.]

Is that what you were thinking of when I was sleeping?