[Ah. That's a good question, and his expression dims into seriousness for that.]

It is bad. I woke up one morning remembering a single event of my life, and I was terrified that I might change... but somehow, I was fine. I still don't understand how or why, but this can happen to we different shinki sometimes.

It's a bit worrying how it encourages me to try and think more of the rest. If I attempt to think around that single memory, my head hurts and something tells me I shouldn't. I don't want to push that at all, because a shinki who becomes an ayakashi isn't one who can turn back at all, I've heard.