Yes, Takumi, thank you for telling me what I already know.

[He turns to start getting things for his lunch down--plate and whatnot]

Trust me, I am well aware I have likely broken, burned, and buried any bridges that Niles and I still had after his death and it is all because I've forgotten how to handle a Niles who doesn't trust. Short of a miracle, I have lost my oldest friend and he isn't even dead here.