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Who: Sora, Yurick
What: Catch all for the Baldr household
When: Various dates
Where: Breidablik aka Baldr’s temple
Warnings: bratty shinki TBA

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Good, that's progress. At least Yurick isn't getting more upset or pushing him right out of this bed. That makes Sora feel a little more comfortable too. Closeness is good and therapeutic.

"So you can't remember anything at all about your dream?

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Yurick shrugs. "Some small pieces of it. Mostly losing Arikado-sama and Kuroko, but I think there were others. I... get the feeling I've never handled loss very well."

The way he won't look at Sora as he says it speaks volumes.

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Sora frowns slightly. If it was a dream about that and he got that upset it must have been bad. He wishes he knew more about Yurick's past other than how he died. But from what he's been piecing together, Yurick had a very difficult and violent life.

It makes him sad. Even now he can tell it's still effecting his shinki. Sora reaches out to hug Yurick, scooting closer and wrapping his arms around him tight.

"I'm sorry."

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It's not the first time Sora's hugged him, but this time Yurick stiffens for a few seconds. He doesn't push Sora away at least, and eventually he relaxes a bit even if he doesn't return the embrace.

"Don't be. You didn't cause me any harm." His throat feels tight and it shows in his voice. Why has he been feeling increasingly awkward around Sora since the beach party?

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"I know, but still. You're still upset about them leaving. I know that kind of pain won't go away right away but it'll get better soon, I promise. The nightmares will go away soon too. I hope you know you can call this place home."

He squeezes Yurick a little tighter. Sora's been here as a god for quite a long time. Him and Roxas love this place, it's a home to them now. They've talked about if they ever went home what would happen. He hopes it's not for a long time yet, for Yurick's sake too. He doesn't want him to go through that pain again.

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Yurick nods mutely, accepting the tight hug without complaint. His heart is racing, probably from his uncertainty over being shown affection. He tolerates it because Sora only wants to help... and because he really is lonely.

"I know we're not supposed to remember our lives," he murmurs finally, "but sometimes I wish we could, even though it feels wrong. I want to understand why I feel this way."

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"I wish you could too, but I don't want to see you get hurt either."

He wishes it was as easy as that, just being able to remember. Sora thinks it's so cruel how shinki are made to forget in this existence and that remembering anything turns them into monsters.

"All I know is that even if there is a reason why you feel like this that it's still something you can overcome. You don't have to let it keep hurting you. It just takes time and some healing and learning about yourself again, you know?"

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"I know," Yurick sighs.

He finally slips his arms around Sora, the movement hesitant and uncertain like he's not sure if he's doing it correctly. Holding someone like this, even as a friend, feels... nice.

"I don't want to be alone forever."

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Good! Sora welcomes the contact fully. Closeness is good when you're feeling bad and hugs fix everything. This is Sora's logic.

"You're not alone." Sora says gently, giving Yurick a reassuring squeeze that he's here. "There's me and Riku too. The three of us are all partners now. But not only us there's Roxas and his shinki too. Kairi, Senri and Raichi. We're one big family now and you're part of it, did you know that? You can trust them too."

Yurick never has to be alone again.

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"A family...."

Why does his heart ache so much at the thought of it? It's enough to make him squeeze Sora a bit, his living eye stinging with fresh tears. He trembles, taking a deep breath as he fights down the urge to cry again. He ends up resting his forehead on Sora's shoulder.

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If Yurick needs to cry Sora wouldn't judge him for it. Sora cries a lot about the stupidest things so he sees crying as more of an emotional outlet than something that should be bottled up. So he rubs Yurick's back soothingly.

"Hmmhmm. That's right. You should spend time with them too, I'm sure they'd love to talk to you. Kairi is really sweet I've known her my whole life. Raichi is really funny and likes food. Senri is quiet and has a hard time remembering things even now so you might need to give him a gift so he remembers who you are but he's really gentle."

Sora rambles on about the group. He wants Yurick to know that they're all welcoming.

"And I know Roxas wants to know a lot about you too. I've only had Riku as my shinki or a long, long time. So he's probably curious what you're like."