[Sharak is a good priest. Charitable. Which is why she tops off Gojyo's glass if he signals she should. Mixing whisky and rum, this night definitely can't go wrong.]

... The urge to just walk off the edge. [She's reminded of a conversation with Genjo, suddenly. That asshole, looking after his stupid team should be his job. Sharak fills her glass with whisky and takes a long drink from it.]

You're going to get that temptation. It can't be helped. [Dwelling on the past is difficult enough to avoid when you don't have it's conspicuous absence hitting you in the face at every turn.] Keeping yourself busy seems to help. Make new connections to replace the old.

[That's what works under normal circumstances, anyway.]

... If you can be proud of your present, you shouldn't dwell on your past as much.