( Back into the crowd? It isn't something she's particularly jumping at a chance to do again given her anxieties but she doesn't have to think of her answer, )

I-I'd rather not. ( Because she isn't. ) But if I think about them.... alone in a strange place... It would be selfish of me to not try j-just because I'm afraid...!

( Her mind was made up the first time she threw herself into the crowd and it's exactly why she's willing to throw herself into it again despite everything. )