I didn't either. That's why I stepped in. All I knew was that the other guy didn't deserve to die because of all that. Sounds like you get it too.

[ He's able to calm down a little since at least Gojyo appears to have latched onto his vague explanation of what had happened. Pulled back like this it makes even less sense but he's okay with that. Sure Mom had 'a reason' for her actions, but he never felt like it was a good reason. That's why he did what he did, and defended his actions to this day. ]

Point is - I got mixed up in all that, and I had to leave the clan because of it.