[On one hand, he can see that Hijikata is straining himself, pick up all the little signs as if reading him is all he was born to do - and it is. And he's never once questioned why he already knows how.
He feels he ought to scold him, ought to get him to sit down and maybe even have a meal or something. On the other hand, it's hard not to feel that resolve melt just a little bit as he watches. As much as the strain is visible in Hijikata's shoulders, around his eyes, and as much as they reflect the weight of the responsibility placed upon him, Souji can tell that Hijikata wants this. That this, in some strange way is... like a reward? Hard work, yes, but what else would his god accept?
Souji can't explain or put words to it, but the sudden insight has the solid weight of truth to it as it settles in his heart. Giving to people, unselfishly and without consequence, might put a strain on his god's body and mind, but Souji knows without knowing how that it gives ease and solace to something deeper.
So as he walks up and sneaks his hand around his arm, it's only to lean his head back against it and smile softly up at him.]
I brought some food, whenever you want to take a break. But it can wait.
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He feels he ought to scold him, ought to get him to sit down and maybe even have a meal or something. On the other hand, it's hard not to feel that resolve melt just a little bit as he watches. As much as the strain is visible in Hijikata's shoulders, around his eyes, and as much as they reflect the weight of the responsibility placed upon him, Souji can tell that Hijikata wants this. That this, in some strange way is... like a reward? Hard work, yes, but what else would his god accept?
Souji can't explain or put words to it, but the sudden insight has the solid weight of truth to it as it settles in his heart. Giving to people, unselfishly and without consequence, might put a strain on his god's body and mind, but Souji knows without knowing how that it gives ease and solace to something deeper.
So as he walks up and sneaks his hand around his arm, it's only to lean his head back against it and smile softly up at him.]
I brought some food, whenever you want to take a break. But it can wait.