We both know it's more than just sometimes for me.

[ Even the slightest thing came with a risk of him blowing up. Things breaking, people getting hurt, and other risks came with that kind of reaction. Even more- he didn't seem to have control or awareness when it got bad enough. ]

... There's some things I don't feel guilt over deciding. What I'm gonna regret is the reaction and disappointment of certain people who would find out. Which is why I'm not going to tell you, or others who don't already know.

[ Which was a direct disobedience, and went against the entire thing that started this whole mess. The way he took a step back, along with that tone of voice, it was very likely that he wasn't budging on that decision. ]