Because we're dead anyways. What matters what happened when you're alive? We don't even remember it! Maybe it's better we don't!

[ Pissed? He was more pissed of having this talk. You feel what he has and you talk! ]

We're not supposed to think about it. I don't want to think about. I was...scared of going on furniture, of eating, of everyone. I don't want to think why I was like that! Would you?

[ To learn how someone could be like that...to have those fears and that pain...would anyone want to find out what it took for them to act like it? ]