It didn't! I just... I guess I'm a little self conscious, is all.

(It's more than just a guess. She is. She looks away, proving her point, and she presses on, pass some of the game stalls and the booths selling masks. and quietly, she adds,)

I know... I-I'm not the easiest person t-to be around. I'm... I'm really shy and I'm e-even afraid of talking to other people. (She's just anxiously rambling now,) I should be better at this l-like my brothers and sisters but I'm just not good at all...