I think that's because I don't like violence. As long as I don't look like this guy as well. I've got enough of that.

[ As being the reason why he wasn't Grell's type. He certainly had the looks and amazing strength, but Shizuo was too gentle for her tastes. Most likely. ]

I mean, better now that I've got a little insight, but I was kind of a shit shinki until recently. At least that's how I see it.