[He hadn't thought of Izumo's god, but if he's reacted like that, then that...confirms it, even more so than it already was.]

I don't— [He's not fine. He doesn't feel fine. But there are things he needs to process, and his emotions have started to spin out of control, and his god being there would make it worse.]

I'm—I'm a shinki. I need to go calm down. [His fingers dig into his palms.] I'm not self-destructive, Shun. I won't do anything like that. I just need to— [He has no idea what he needs to do, but it's something.]

...Come after me in ten minutes if you have to...just give me that much. [He continues backing away.]