But that...Also sounds like something she would do... [Not that she can pretend for a second to really understand Junko's motives or thoguht processes behind anything, but Mikan does know the things that would cause despair and the desperate chase for it like it was some kind of drug.]
B-because, I mean... She probably knew something like that is what you wanted. So by not doing it, maybe it was it's own type of despair...?
[Build up the expectation and then not following through at a crucial moment sounds like a good way to bring about despair too. And the despair caused by restraining herself could also cause Junko despair... Probably.]
O-Or maybe the Heavens just didn't want to give her a chance...
[What if one day Junko came back as a shinki, with no memory? ...What is she got assigned to Komaeda?? This is not a thought process Mikan wants to take a trip down]
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B-because, I mean... She probably knew something like that is what you wanted. So by not doing it, maybe it was it's own type of despair...?
[Build up the expectation and then not following through at a crucial moment sounds like a good way to bring about despair too. And the despair caused by restraining herself could also cause Junko despair... Probably.]
O-Or maybe the Heavens just didn't want to give her a chance...
[What if one day Junko came back as a shinki, with no memory? ...What is she got assigned to Komaeda?? This is not a thought process Mikan wants to take a trip down]