[ He wants to pass out, needs too. Right now, his mind and heart are melding too closely to be safe for anyone. If they both decide to mourn Izumo's loss, all raw emotion... Mikoto won't be able to stop the flames this time. That's what it meant to be a King. The Red King. Confined to this little world, unable to even mourn the loss of his friend without losing control and risking the lives of those around him. So he let the flames exhaust him because right now... without Anna... without his men, Mikoto isn't in any shape to get through this loss without another Damocles Down and this time he can't force Reisi to kill him before it's too late. ]
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[ He wants to pass out, needs too. Right now, his mind and heart are melding too closely to be safe for anyone. If they both decide to mourn Izumo's loss, all raw emotion... Mikoto won't be able to stop the flames this time. That's what it meant to be a King. The Red King. Confined to this little world, unable to even mourn the loss of his friend without losing control and risking the lives of those around him. So he let the flames exhaust him because right now... without Anna... without his men, Mikoto isn't in any shape to get through this loss without another Damocles Down and this time he can't force Reisi to kill him before it's too late. ]