[Most shinki stop when they notice the blight on their neck and most ablutions have more to do with guilt than memories, but it makes sense. Dwell on what you can no longer have and you lose yourself.]
But no, you didn't accept that. Actively taking measures to try and undo the memory loss is safe enough though. Researching, experimenting, that sort of thing. It's dwelling on the specific things that must have happened in your past that is dangerous.
[And, of course, how they died. No wonder so many shinki seem to decide they just want a blank slate.]
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[Most shinki stop when they notice the blight on their neck and most ablutions have more to do with guilt than memories, but it makes sense. Dwell on what you can no longer have and you lose yourself.]
But no, you didn't accept that. Actively taking measures to try and undo the memory loss is safe enough though. Researching, experimenting, that sort of thing. It's dwelling on the specific things that must have happened in your past that is dangerous.
[And, of course, how they died. No wonder so many shinki seem to decide they just want a blank slate.]