[It's strange, how his heart feels a bit lighter after seeing Rin smile. Is it because of their connection as god and shinki?]
... They might be mad at me. I promised not to do anything reckless. [and that sure didn't work out for him. But if it's his friends, then... they'd still be worried more than angry, he thinks. They care about him, even if he doesn't always understand why. That's just something that friends do for each other.]
The last place I was in... I was also trying to prevent people from disappearing. But then I ended up here instead. [He tried playing it safe and his efforts ended up wasted. It doesn't justify his recklessness, but it's an explanation.] If I disappear, I might forget everything. More people will go missing. I don't want to start all over again.
[Sakura could disappear next, or Rin. He doesn't want to end up alone. But is it better to be alone and whole or reunited but broken...? He can't be sure.]
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... They might be mad at me. I promised not to do anything reckless. [and that sure didn't work out for him. But if it's his friends, then... they'd still be worried more than angry, he thinks. They care about him, even if he doesn't always understand why. That's just something that friends do for each other.]
The last place I was in... I was also trying to prevent people from disappearing. But then I ended up here instead. [He tried playing it safe and his efforts ended up wasted. It doesn't justify his recklessness, but it's an explanation.] If I disappear, I might forget everything. More people will go missing. I don't want to start all over again.
[Sakura could disappear next, or Rin. He doesn't want to end up alone. But is it better to be alone and whole or reunited but broken...? He can't be sure.]