If you're implying that I did all of this because I felt bad over you loving me when I don't quite feel the same in return, then my answer is still no.

There was a moment while we were lying together that I honestly felt content. Happy, even. But, reflecting on it, I am not certain I am ready to commit myself to someone again. It's not fair to you that I made it appear that way.

I don't want you to feel as though I am simply using you as a replacement for my past, or as some form of momentary relief. Your feelings towards me are genuine, and if we are going to be together, I want mine to be the same.