[Glancing away, Chikusa curls his fingers a little tighter together. Ken had been all he'd had back when the poisoning had first taken place. Now, with his memories back of his partner, the idea of going through that again... It's even worse. It gives him an even clearer idea of how Ken must have felt as he'd died in his arms.]
[That sort of thing... He won't ever let it happen again. So he can't let Add keep surviving like this.]
The only obstacle... is making it happen in a way that gets past the defenses.
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[Glancing away, Chikusa curls his fingers a little tighter together. Ken had been all he'd had back when the poisoning had first taken place. Now, with his memories back of his partner, the idea of going through that again... It's even worse. It gives him an even clearer idea of how Ken must have felt as he'd died in his arms.]
[That sort of thing... He won't ever let it happen again. So he can't let Add keep surviving like this.]
The only obstacle... is making it happen in a way that gets past the defenses.