You're having a shitfit and dropping the stuff you've been trying to learn to find yourself just because the person teaching you said you should maybe take your first god off the fucking pedestal your standing him on. Building your foundation on another person doesn't work, because of exactly the bullshit that is happening right now. Right here. The example, it's you.

[Davesprite feels like Chikusa isn't going to get it anyway, but there's honestly no more apt way he can put it right now other than "you are currently the textbook example of this concept".]