[It's a comfort, just being able to speak freely about such things without fear or anxiety. So often, she's plagued with the feeling that it's best if she just keeps her mouth shut.]

I just figured he wanted to get away from me. We didn't see eye to eye on a number of things. I suppose I got the sense he was uncomfortable with me around, too. It's hard to work for someone who doesn't trust you and be happy in that arrangement.

[Maybe Hakkai had been trying to protect her but it's hard not to read it as him not trusting her competence, judgment, or capabilities to some degree, at least, as well.]