I am, too. If I wasn't... [He remembers seeing Mari and Snake when he came back how they had looked so sad and tired and... if he hadn't come back it would have been a million times worse. He continued softer this time.] I'm just glad.

It's a lot of adjusting and to be honest my head hurts a lot I think it's because it's all trying to settle back into place and reconnect filling gaps I didn't even know where there. I remember everything and it should make me happy but at the same time it makes me more confused than anything else.