Joss does follow, a few steps behind. He’s confused; all these unfamiliar emotions keep threatening to take hold. Why is he ashamed of himself? He stole those prizes fair and square. Now, after being yelled at by a single teenager, he feels shame. Embarrassment.

He wants to do better from now on. That’s odd.

“What should I do instead?” It’s almost a whisper. “I dont know who I am.”