That's why I'm afraid. [ Or part of it. The other part is that he feels like he failed somehow. ] I know that. And I'm trying. I really am. Adjusting is just difficult. [ Back to sleeping in the mansion, his room alone where there's all these memories that keep flickering before his eyes; a year of just being alone trapped in that big house. Even if it's different now it's all still there. ]
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