You need not apologize for how you feel. Some say that the past matters not [Yes, he's dunking on your thoughts there Heaven and will continue to do so until it is no longer relevant.] and that this is what should matter to you now but heed your own thoughts and feelings. No matter how far we may be, we will always hold connections to places we hold dear and we should not forget about them but embrace them. To show others why we care about them so.

[It's part of why once he knew of Starlight happening here as well, it's a thing Aymeric has wanted to do and share because the holiday is important for both him and his nation. Ishgard may have its issues but it's home.]

It seems this holiday has a lot in common with the Starlight Celebration of my star and this 'Christmas' of this one, just the origin stories seem to be different but the celebrations themselves are all greatly alike...