[Hey, he isn't lying. He is thinking of that first rough period... and a friend who helped him through it.]
[Time for him to return the favor, it seems. Not that he ever wanted to repay the debt that way, but... He closes his eyes tight, since she can't see that, and when he opens them he thinks he has the strength for this.]
Honestly, I wouldn't worry too much about it. You'll find out more things, over and over, as you go through here. Things you instinctively know because you remember language and terms, and things you don't know because you don't know the terms for them. Things you can do that pop up where you never expect, out of nowhere. At the same time, you'll be developing new skills, too, like Borderlines. And you're entirely right that you have a lot of time.
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[Time for him to return the favor, it seems. Not that he ever wanted to repay the debt that way, but... He closes his eyes tight, since she can't see that, and when he opens them he thinks he has the strength for this.]
Honestly, I wouldn't worry too much about it. You'll find out more things, over and over, as you go through here. Things you instinctively know because you remember language and terms, and things you don't know because you don't know the terms for them. Things you can do that pop up where you never expect, out of nowhere. At the same time, you'll be developing new skills, too, like Borderlines. And you're entirely right that you have a lot of time.