Of course I'm not always right! [Gojyo's voice has gone poisonous: and there it is again, "stupid Gojyo," there's "I'm always so goddamn wrong"--
Can't he hear anything without fitting it into that story he tells himself, about how Hakkai thinks he's so stupid, Hakkai thinks he's trash, Hakkai's just bossing him around by begging not to be treated like an enemy?
Hakkai's half out of the seat, frozen with one toe touching the ground, between moving towards him and retreating back to Jeep to nurse his wounds. Sulfur and ash and frustration choke his voice to a thread.]
But you're wrong about me. You keep being wrong about me, and you never ask me what I mean, and when I say I want you not to always think the worst of me all you hear is "oh, Hakkai says 'stop it' again."
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Can't he hear anything without fitting it into that story he tells himself, about how Hakkai thinks he's so stupid, Hakkai thinks he's trash, Hakkai's just bossing him around by begging not to be treated like an enemy?
Hakkai's half out of the seat, frozen with one toe touching the ground, between moving towards him and retreating back to Jeep to nurse his wounds. Sulfur and ash and frustration choke his voice to a thread.]
But you're wrong about me. You keep being wrong about me, and you never ask me what I mean, and when I say I want you not to always think the worst of me all you hear is "oh, Hakkai says 'stop it' again."
[Jeep's engine rumbles uneasily.]