[ Which was a dumb thing to say at that moment because Zhao Yunlan was looking at him like he had just found something rare and precious and couldn't believe his luck.
(It was a look he gave Shen Wei during quiet moments between them, sitting in in his apartment working on their separate work files. Sometimes he would look up and there it was, that soft look as if he was the only thing in the world. It hurt, but he couldn't pull away.)
He glanced down as the jacket fell and then felt the brush of Yunlan's fingers along his jaw. He let them guide him, lifting his head again to look up at him and saw the look in his eyes. A little bit of confidence, that softness Shen Wei had always cherished, and even some hesitation. He reached up to the hand on his jaw, feeling the warmth and the callouses from a hard life under his skin. ]
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[ Which was a dumb thing to say at that moment because Zhao Yunlan was looking at him like he had just found something rare and precious and couldn't believe his luck.
(It was a look he gave Shen Wei during quiet moments between them, sitting in in his apartment working on their separate work files. Sometimes he would look up and there it was, that soft look as if he was the only thing in the world. It hurt, but he couldn't pull away.)
He glanced down as the jacket fell and then felt the brush of Yunlan's fingers along his jaw. He let them guide him, lifting his head again to look up at him and saw the look in his eyes. A little bit of confidence, that softness Shen Wei had always cherished, and even some hesitation. He reached up to the hand on his jaw, feeling the warmth and the callouses from a hard life under his skin. ]
Okay.