[Sonic tenses up at the phrase "getting soft," his eyes flying wide and posture getting defensive. Then he takes a deep breath, forcing himself to relax, forcing himself to let the words go.]

You're right, I have been getting far too soft. [He says it with a laugh, but it's the kind of laugh that's full of uncertainty and borders on hysteric. It's a problem that's been on his mind for a while, and he feels too caught up in the kind and helpful facade he put on to win allies and make a place for himself to know what to do about it.]

[On top of that is the growing realization of just how badly he wants this. Cuddling with Sora, Sheryl's strong support, and Hajime's constant encouragement; this closeness to others is like a drug and he's addicted to the way it makes him feel.]

[The scariest part is what's going to happen when they finally see through the mask and leave him. It's going to happen, one day or another, and he doesn't want to have to pick up the pieces again.]

I can't ask you to do that. I may be too heavy of a burden for you to hold.