[ Because it was longer. Shen Wei had known him for a very long time, it was only Zhao Yunlan who kept on forgetting about him. This time being the worse time. ]
I'm a terrible liar. [ Something that had been pointed out to him by this very same man. He could get away with things if he didn't say anything, but Zhao Yunlan had seen through his lies (then again what had he been thinking when it came to some thing? He worked out?). This almost felt like the last time he had confronted him, trying to get him to confess that he was the Black-Cloaked Envoy. Shen Wei curled his fingers at his side in uneasy remembrance. ]
Yunlan... [ He takes a breath and closes his eyes, fighting against the years of not saying anything of burying his thoughts behind just existing. ] I'll try. I just... [ Another breath and he opens his eyes, uncurling his fingers slowly as he tries to force away his years of self-imposed silence. ]
I'm not use to being fully honest. I may be a teacher now, but I hadn't always been one. I can only try to be as honest as I can but it is hard to break centuries of habit.
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[ Because it was longer. Shen Wei had known him for a very long time, it was only Zhao Yunlan who kept on forgetting about him. This time being the worse time. ]
I'm a terrible liar. [ Something that had been pointed out to him by this very same man. He could get away with things if he didn't say anything, but Zhao Yunlan had seen through his lies (then again what had he been thinking when it came to some thing? He worked out?). This almost felt like the last time he had confronted him, trying to get him to confess that he was the Black-Cloaked Envoy. Shen Wei curled his fingers at his side in uneasy remembrance. ]
Yunlan... [ He takes a breath and closes his eyes, fighting against the years of not saying anything of burying his thoughts behind just existing. ] I'll try. I just... [ Another breath and he opens his eyes, uncurling his fingers slowly as he tries to force away his years of self-imposed silence. ]
I'm not use to being fully honest. I may be a teacher now, but I hadn't always been one. I can only try to be as honest as I can but it is hard to break centuries of habit.
I promise.