[There's an amazing mental image that he'll treasure. He hadn't actually meant to pull Shen Wei down on top of him -- next to him was the plan, because his bed's the only place for two people to sit next to each other in this room -- but he isn't complaining.
The thrill of lust sparking in his belly is inevitable. Alien pheromones, or maybe just Shen Wei: Yunlan's learning to expect it. Mostly, he relishes it. Right now, he's going to ignore it to take a few seconds to be a complete teenage girl, and reach up, and card his free hand through Shen Wei's perfect hair and down to cup his cheek. His smile is a little lopsided.
This terrifies him. This could, literally, kill him, if it turns out his half-baked guesses hit too close to the truth to be safe. And yet...
... here he still is, because when he's not furious or panicked, he keeps finding himself simply, absurdly happy.]
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[There's an amazing mental image that he'll treasure. He hadn't actually meant to pull Shen Wei down on top of him -- next to him was the plan, because his bed's the only place for two people to sit next to each other in this room -- but he isn't complaining.
The thrill of lust sparking in his belly is inevitable. Alien pheromones, or maybe just Shen Wei: Yunlan's learning to expect it. Mostly, he relishes it. Right now, he's going to ignore it to take a few seconds to be a complete teenage girl, and reach up, and card his free hand through Shen Wei's perfect hair and down to cup his cheek. His smile is a little lopsided.
This terrifies him. This could, literally, kill him, if it turns out his half-baked guesses hit too close to the truth to be safe. And yet...
... here he still is, because when he's not furious or panicked, he keeps finding himself simply, absurdly happy.]
Shen Wei, I think I love you.