Iskandar and Caster were good friends. We found out they were gone after losing Satya.
[... Waver was going to call in Caster to provide emotional support in other words for Iskandar. Despite being his lover, Iskandar keeps his silence with him, and rarely confides his troubles. Has kept everything to himself, for a long time, from both him and her, and Waver has long charted this in his own silence.
And he knows the answer without going farther.
And he knows where this is going.
He hates himself and what he's trapped as.]
I'd be devastated. There's nothing unnatural about that.
[Grief screams beneath his set face, wailing winds eroding him without the protection of his memories, and Waver breathes in. Breathes out the pain. Endures. And keeps looking forward.]
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[... Waver was going to call in Caster to provide emotional support in other words for Iskandar. Despite being his lover, Iskandar keeps his silence with him, and rarely confides his troubles. Has kept everything to himself, for a long time, from both him and her, and Waver has long charted this in his own silence.
And he knows the answer without going farther.
And he knows where this is going.
He hates himself and what he's trapped as.]
I'd be devastated. There's nothing unnatural about that.
[Grief screams beneath his set face, wailing winds eroding him without the protection of his memories, and Waver breathes in. Breathes out the pain. Endures. And keeps looking forward.]