Ginia knows he's not the only one who can end the war and is aware he's aware too, but the whole situation isn't one he's ever explained. Now isn't the time either. Maybe one day, away from other people, with food, she'll finally step over the line and fine out what the hell the whole situation is.

"No, it isn't. I imagine I'm only as together as I am because I don't know what I've done." She can sure speculate on everything though. Sometimes Ginia wonders if working herself into exhaustion at Ebisu's temple is her way of keeping herself distracted. She can't deny the other shinki there have been immensely helpful in helping her settle in.

They too are still recovering from deep trauma. They're all suffering together.

"But I'm not asking you to move on. I don't want to see you standing still though."