Memories are a double-edged sword. It explains a lot, but... [her signs fade into a defeated shrug. There's a partial answer for why she was so domestically inept and overly cautious in her day to day life. There's a partial answer for all the self-loathing and anger boiling inside her. And there's a partial answer for the drive to do better, be better.

Atonement is a hell of a thing.]

I suppose I know now when asked with killing a target with a child involved... I can't say I'd never and haven't gone through with it, but I balked and wouldn't do it.