And that's very flattering that Shun thinks that, but it's hard for him to really appreciate it when he knows a good part of it is disgust at the way he'd acted and fear of becoming that way again. Especially when he obviously doesn't have enough fear or willpower not to start to slip back into it here and there.]
That's nice of you to say. [Said with a clear undercurrent of "you wouldn't say that if you knew everything".] But you're right, sometimes it isn't very easy. Especially here. It feel like it's the only connection home I have here.
[There's always waiting for whatever mysterious force keeps giving people presents, too, but that really isn't the same thing. And anyway...]
I've already used it once, with Hibari.
[Why exactly is he trying to get Shun to reassess that reassessment that he actually liked hearing very much? Because he just feels like he needs to, that's why.]
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And that's very flattering that Shun thinks that, but it's hard for him to really appreciate it when he knows a good part of it is disgust at the way he'd acted and fear of becoming that way again. Especially when he obviously doesn't have enough fear or willpower not to start to slip back into it here and there.]
That's nice of you to say. [Said with a clear undercurrent of "you wouldn't say that if you knew everything".] But you're right, sometimes it isn't very easy. Especially here. It feel like it's the only connection home I have here.
[There's always waiting for whatever mysterious force keeps giving people presents, too, but that really isn't the same thing. And anyway...]
I've already used it once, with Hibari.
[Why exactly is he trying to get Shun to reassess that reassessment that he actually liked hearing very much? Because he just feels like he needs to, that's why.]