[Look, feelings time is important!! Especially when you've never addressed your feelings your entire life. Jae-Ha wishes Hazel had a better life. He wishes he didn't have to deal with all that he did as a child, and all that he's dealing with now... He really feels like he could cry right now, just because he's so worried about him. Doing better or not, Jae-Ha hasn't helped enough, he feels like. What good is this leg if he can't help the person he loves the most?? He couldn't even use it when he needed to.]
I believe you. [His voice cracks a little, and he turns to bury his face into Hazel's neck, squeezing a tiny bit tighter. It's just not enough. He can't figure out how to do more and it's not enough...
Hazel might get annoyed and think it's fine, but this isn't fair to him at all. He shouldn't have to live dealing with all of this!! Built up feelings of listening to all that Hazel deals with, as well as all of the people who do know Hazel appearing out of the woodwork with cruel comments and jabs— it's just all piled up. Jae-Ha wants to carry him away from all of it.]
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I believe you. [His voice cracks a little, and he turns to bury his face into Hazel's neck, squeezing a tiny bit tighter. It's just not enough. He can't figure out how to do more and it's not enough...
Hazel might get annoyed and think it's fine, but this isn't fair to him at all. He shouldn't have to live dealing with all of this!! Built up feelings of listening to all that Hazel deals with, as well as all of the people who do know Hazel appearing out of the woodwork with cruel comments and jabs— it's just all piled up. Jae-Ha wants to carry him away from all of it.]