Eric Surt (
redstray) wrote in
thenearshore2017-12-26 01:58 pm
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Who: Eric and Mikoto
When: September 26th
Where: Ra's Temple
What: Eric's got a memory back and wants to confront the person that was in it.
Warnings: Nothing
[ Eric walked over to the bar that somehow has been rebuilt. At least, from what he could tell. He eyed the cracked sign before nodding to himself and entering it, surprised a bit that it was unlocked.
There was a strangeness to walking in this bar now, a strange feeling of deja vu. Not from visiting here a few times, but from something else now. He brushed it aside before walking around a bit, looking for the reason why he showed up.
Ren said to be careful with Izu...Kusanagi-san? And Yata, those that were from his world. And Mikoto...well...everyone should be careful of the exploding drama king, and for now Eric will be. But he'll still try and talk to this lazy lion. ]
H-hello?
When: September 26th
Where: Ra's Temple
What: Eric's got a memory back and wants to confront the person that was in it.
Warnings: Nothing
[ Eric walked over to the bar that somehow has been rebuilt. At least, from what he could tell. He eyed the cracked sign before nodding to himself and entering it, surprised a bit that it was unlocked.
There was a strangeness to walking in this bar now, a strange feeling of deja vu. Not from visiting here a few times, but from something else now. He brushed it aside before walking around a bit, looking for the reason why he showed up.
Ren said to be careful with Izu...Kusanagi-san? And Yata, those that were from his world. And Mikoto...well...everyone should be careful of the exploding drama king, and for now Eric will be. But he'll still try and talk to this lazy lion. ]
H-hello?

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[ He raises his hand to wake him up, but something tells him that's a bad idea waiting to happen, so he lowers it and sighs. ]
You certainly nap a lot, huh?
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What are you doing here.
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[ Not that he doubted it, but this guy slept so much and caused so much destruction, he would probably self destruct at some point... ]
Came to...talk, I guess. If that's alright with you.
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Then talk.
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I...remembered something else. From...uhm
[ As much as he wanted to get this out, to talk to this guy...Mikoto didn't seem all that here. He was probably bothering him. ]
Ah...maybe I should come back later...
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This...this bar...I was in it. On that couch too, I guess.
[ It was odd, something familiar but new but it felt more familiar in that memory, like he had known it a lot longer. ]
Izu...Kusanagi-san...and Tozu... [ He tilts his head ] Totsuka-san, they were here. And they were going somewhere. Some other people were going too. And they asked if I wanted to come. But I didn't want to, I felt pretty tired. They left and I fell asleep...
[ He began to fidget with his sleeves]
I remembered a part from that time too. There was...a lot of pain...
[ He didn't want to get into it, not unless he asked. It felt strange to have a dream inside a memory that had been a dream. He could still almost feel it. He shivers and looks down, it was better to just continue ]
But then, I heard a voice say 'You're safe' and 'They won't hurt you anymore' and I woke up and, someone was holding me, keeping me safe.
[ He looked up at the red head, just as he did after waking up from that horrible nightmare. ]
It was you, Mikoto...Mikoto-san.
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Mikoto-san When's the last time he heard that? ]
You really want to talking about this ?
[ Wasn't it dangerous? ]
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The last time it was okay...
[ He shrugs. ]
Ren said I needed to be careful, and I am. And...well...You said I made good memories, too. And...you got me some water and said you'd keep an eyes out while I went back to sleep...so I wanted to let you know I got one back.
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It’s not just one.
[ He sits back, eyes open this time. ]
You’ve got more to go.
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When you called us here I thought...I thought maybe you were a part of that...the bad group. That everyone was, I didn't know what to think but that was a bad thing...I shouldn't have thought that you were bad people. I'm sorry...
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[ He moves to place a hand on his shoulder. ]
You're free to think what you want.
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Then...I think you're a good person who...cares about the people you care about. You're not bad.
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No one's really bad. We've all just have different priorities.
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Guess that explains everything that you've done since you got here, huh?
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What's that?
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[ Just because others just see destruction doesn't mean there isn't some purpose, right? ]
Hey...you're feeling better, right? You really pushed yourself you know...
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[ He scoffs at the idea, though there's a lingering smile on his lips. Right on target, Eric. ]
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You know my god power.
[ Cleansing fire. No matter how much he pushes himself, here, he'll always be able to fix it, one way or another. ]
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At least the heavens gave you something that can help you when you go through those things, huh? Doesn't mean it can't hurt though.
[ And once again, it was just...so easy for him to talk to this guy when he wasn't feeling overwhelmed and fearful. Only remembering that one memory of Mikoto, it didn't show their whole relationship probably, but knowing that at times it was like that was fine. It was enough. ]
/tears out heart/ I don't need this anymore
I've gotten used to it.
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[ It's not the same as...whatever it is he has. That sword thing he didn't understand it but it was a lot of power and it looked like it just wanted to be let out, whether it listened to the wielder or not.
But, if there was something that could maybe help, and relate just a little...he'll try. Because he felt better when he knew others had something similar. It was horrible that they had but, a connection was made. ]
Doesn't mean it didn't hurt or make me scared.
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You still scared?
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...Sometimes.
[ He can't lie, because he got scared a lot. Even though he didn't talk about the nightmare part, it still scared him. There was a lot of his past that terrified him and just knowing that he only scratched the surface even more so. ]
But some people have been trying to help, so it's not so bad.
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You'll need them for what's to come.
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I intend to.
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....
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You've helped too you know. So I'm just taking your advice.
[ Those times he did, Eric had been grateful. It made him feel a bit safer in his mind and in this world.
But even after saying that, he does pause. He did sort of barge in here, woke Mikoto up, and took a seat to make himself at home. Maybe he would be angry... ]
Unless you don't want me around...
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Do what you want.
[ He tells him as he plucks out a stick. ]
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Thanks.
[ He sits there for a moment before another question comes to his mind. ]
When did you wake up? From that long sleep...
[ Did he come to check up on this place? Maybe... ]
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A few days.
[ He was sleeping for 3 whole days but he's been sleeping more than usual since. ]
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[ He wasn't going to ask him if he has seen Izumo. Or...Kusanagi-san now. Things seemed just rough with everyone who was involved in their world. ]
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Better than before.
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[ He fidgets a bit with his sleeves as he trails off. He wasn't very good at this was he. He came here to talk about the memory, but he also didn't know much about the guy or about this whole...social and helping thing. ]
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You hungry?
[ He asks as he heads to the kitchen. ]
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[ He jumps a bit when Mikoto stands and he looks down, trying to decide if he was or not. ]
Just...a bit.
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You...cook?
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Depends on your definition.
[ Is all he tells him as he spots the tupperware Alex had left him that morning. ]
What you want?
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Ah...anything is fine...
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The plates are in the cupboard behind you.
[ He tells him as he grabs the utensils and lays out two sets on the table. ]
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R-right!
[ It takes two cupboards to open before he finds the plates and takes out two. He places them where Mikoto had placed the utensils and sat down at one of them. ]
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Go ahead and serve yourself.
[ He tells him as he picks up the kettle and pours himself a cup of tea. ]
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He stares at the tea cup and pours himself a cup after Mikoto has. At the suggestion, Eric nods and takes just a couple of takoyaki. ]
Th-thanks...
[ He mumbles an itadakimasu and begins to eat. ]
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[ The way he just warmed it up...he doesn't know if he applies it to cooking. He jumps though, because remembers something else. ]
Ah...uhm...thanks...for the food.