[ "War is hell", but he was definitely raised with the "war is glorious". This was no war though, this was slaughter as evidenced by the tragic city when no one survived, and only wraiths fought each other. ]

Sure, I did. I'm not disappointed or whatever. [ He won't deny it. No instead he will laugh the concern off, because that's the proper way to go, right? ] What is done, is done. But... I do wonder how differently it would go if my Master summoned me like she intended to.

[ No regrets, but perhaps a bit of doubt ]

Aaah, if I just had my spear-!

[ If he had his spear he would not need to wait and bide his time. He wouldn't have to be careful. Maybe he could confront Saber at the very start, before everything went into hell. ]