[Closed] I am done with my graceless heart, tonight I'm gonna cut it out and then restart

[unlucky7]

Who: Ginia and her gods
When: June 10th
Where: Tsubasa's temple, Chris's temple, Ebisu's temple
What: Ginia talks to her gods about her memories.
Warnings: Mentions/reference to abuse, PTSD, murder, child death; specifics in subject line.

(Prompts in the comments)

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Closed to Tsubasa

[unlucky7]

Ginia emanates nervousness, a change from the shifting sadness and occasional spike of anxiety and fear during the early hours of the last week. She watches the fish swim around the pond at Tsubasa's temple, losing herself in the ripples of water, the steady turn of their tails.

Her current outfit is the uniform of Ebisu's temple, though her tie is loose and suit jacket slung over her arm. A braided bracelet gives her wrist a splash of color as does the white ribbon braided into her hair. Next to her feet is a canvas bag with a faded logo on it.

She waves as she spots Tsubasa, waiting for her god to get closer before she begins signing.

"Thanks for agreeing on such short notice." She winces a little at how formal it sounds, but continues on. "I brought food."

Ginia's signs are perfectly clear to Tsubasa, as if she's known JSL all along.

Closed to Chris

[unlucky7]

Ginia runs her fingers over the bulletholes by the altar in Chris's temple, tracing out the letters hole by hole. There's a paper bag on the altar, an offering of fresh an pan from Kyoto inside. The nightmares, the mood swings downward, they aren't usual for Ginia, but the last week has been a bit rawer than usual.

She turns and waves as Chris enters. Ginia is dressed in her suit for Ebisu's temple, jacket next to the altar. Her tie is loose and there's a braided bracelet around her right wrist and a ribbon braided through her hair. Instead of reaching for her phone as she usually does, she signs once Chris is closer.

"Hey, I brought you an pan." Her signs are perfectly understood by Chris as if Chris has always known sign language. "Thought I'd bring a peace offering."

Closed to Ebisu

[unlucky7]

Ginia straightens her tie as she stands in front of the door of Ebisu's office. Would it be more intimidating if he looked like an adult or is it worse facing a child with the burden she carries? Or would it be difficult no matter what because she's a shinki about to speak about her memories, an otherwise impossible feat until her generation began appearing?

She knocks twice on the door before she loses her nerves. Her coworkers were pretty sure he was in the office. If not, it's a matter of finding Kunimi for the 99% chance they're together. Ginia exhales a slow breath, trying to smooth out her emotions, though she knows how frazzled she's been the last week. It's more notable with Chris and Tsubasa as she's their only shinki, but Ginia has a hunch Ebisu knows his shinki well enough he can tell.

Uncharitable or not, Ginia knows her emotional state has never been the best. At least now she has a better inkling why.