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Lu Meng Ziming ([personal profile] young_oldman) wrote in [community profile] thenearshore2016-09-09 11:57 pm

Prayer 19

Who: Sanae and Lu Meng
What: Prayer no. 19
Where: The same household area as Prayer 16
When: April 22nd
Warnings: Animal Abuse and Animal Death

"It turns out that the pets running away from home are doing so for a reason. There are a few large, horrifying ayakashi in the area. And it looks like the pets want to help defeat them."

[They had returned the day after to check on Fluffy and to search for any potential ayakashi. To their dismay they had learned that Fluffy had another panicked escape from his leash, going so far as to gnaw through the plastic rope and dig a whole out through the fence. The puppy had cut himself on the wire netting in the process, leaving behind a trail of blood. The girl's parents had left the house to look for the dog, leaving the poor dear with her grandmother.

While Sanae and the old lady do their best to comfort the young girl, Lu Meng takes advantage of his shinki invisibility to humans. Sneaking into the house was no issue, but he was out in less than a minute with a tense expression on his face.
]

Ayakashi, my lady. There's an ayakashi in the house!
miraculo: (let it go)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-13 11:41 pm (UTC)(link)
come to the room with the two cranes please (o・・o)/

[ There are probably more formal names for the rooms in her house/temple, but Sanae only identifies them by what decorations or furnishing there is. This particular room is one of those that overlooks the vast spring behind the temple, with tall windows and sweeping curtains. It's probably a room meant for entertaining, but right now she sits at a low table with a first aid kit, and with Mao Mao playing with the edge of her long sleeve.

When she sees Lu Meng enter, she stands up quickly. Mao Mao is clinging to her sleeve, hanging off the edge as a result, but the kitten quickly uses its sharp claws to climb up that sleeve and onto her shoulder. Sanae rushes over to him. ]
--You're back! Ah, come here, let me see your hands. I was so worried.
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[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
...They have little cuts on them, see? [ She takes his hands in hers, turning them palm-upwards. ] Small cuts hurt more than you think, so it's important to put band-aids on them.

[ She begins to lead him to the table by his hands. ] I have some here.
miraculo: (blahs)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 06:31 am (UTC)(link)
[ He's going to get cute bandages with little ponies on them...

Kidding, kidding. Even Sanae is not that childish. They have frogs on them. ]
Ointment is nice and all, but it's still important to cover them up. It says so right on the package-- Let's see, um... [ Holds it up, and squints at the fine print. ] "Studies shows that...--that cuts heal 30% faster when you cover them up with bandages!

[ Who knows if that's true, but she's going to believe it anyway. She takes one out of the packaging and begins to place it over the cut on his hand. ] There. [ Meanwhile, Mao Mao is going to hop off her shoulder and onto the table. ] All done.
miraculo: (biscuit)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 07:01 am (UTC)(link)
Mm-hm. [ She nods, patting his hands when she's finished. ] Have you ever gotten a paper cut? I use them mostly for that. But now that we have a little feisty kitten... [ A short, casual giggle. ] I suppose we'll be using this box up within the week!

[ She'll take a bandage to cover up where Fluffy nipped at her, and then she begins packing up the first aid kit. ] All better. [ She holds up her hand to him, showing off her bandage. Then with another giggle, she smiles at him. ] We're matching now!

[ Because. Because he called her a friend. ]
miraculo: (braidin' mah hair)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 07:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ Oh oh, he remembered!!! She taps her hand back to his, and then again, and then over and under and side-to-side and over again, and then the rest of the rhythmic steps of their handshake. Their new kitten looks on curiously, her ears flicking at each clap of their hands.

At the end, she smiles brightly... and doesn't draw her hand away from his yet. Her palm is still against his, her fingers matching up with his own as they continue to hold them up. ]
You know... I'm really grateful for today, despite everything. [ They defeated the ayakashi. They saved Fluffy again, and all of those other animals. They turned in the evil-doers. She purified the lot. And-- ]

--I'm very grateful that you've finally called me your friend. [ She shifts her hand, her fingers curling to be in between his. ]
miraculo: (when the Lakers on)

1/2

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 07:22 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She feels that panic on his part, and guilt begins to wash over her. Has their relationship thus far caused him to not want to displease or disappoint her to the point that he feels panic? His answer is formal and to the point, as usual, and clearly explains his stance, but there's no doubt about it that he feels badly for letting her down. Yet him letting her down is only because she's gotten her hopes up in the first place. Thus he's wrong to apologize, he didn't cause her to think that, she only believed it on her own. She should have known better.

She should have kept her emotions more in check.

Sanae removes her hands from his, but the movement is only symbolic as she withdraws into herself. Reels in her sadness, her disappointment before it can be expressed, lest it make him feel worse. She doesn't want that, a relationship based on him trying to please her and him feeling sorry when he doesn't. That's not a friendship. ]
miraculo: (winter stuff!!)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-14 07:23 pm (UTC)(link)
[ When she looks up, she's smiling again. ] M...my mistake, then! Sorry to put you on the spot like that. [ She says cheerily, although there's a hesitant edge in her voice. ] Goodness, it doesn't feel like it's just been eight days in this world.

[ It hasn't felt like it's just been eight days since meeting him, not with all they've done and all they've helped.

This isn't a big deal, she tells herself. This is fine. This just means she must work harder at that friendship. ]
You're right-- we've done so much. And we'll continue to do more in the future. [ More opportunities to solidify their friendship. Although she has to wonder-- just what would it take to earn this man's trust and friendship? He seems like if, given the choice, he wouldn't become something so informal as "friends" with the one he serves. ]
miraculo: (braidin' mah hair)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-15 04:19 am (UTC)(link)
[ Then, he too believes that the can be friends given time. She'll work for that goal. And for the goal of filling that loneliness she felt from him just now. Because even if she may have bits and pieces of his memories, that still isn't the same thing as knowing him-- or getting to know him, in this case. ] We both have the good of this world in our hearts, that's right... I suppose I can't ask for more.

[ She was happy. Far too happy when he said that they were friends. ] A lot of people say that I believe others are my friends too soon, but--... in my heart, even if you are not yet friends with me, I will be a friend to you. [ Friendship takes time to cultivate for others. It's not like how she gives it so quickly and freely to everyone. She can't expect others, much less Lu Meng, to feel the same way about it. ] I want to make this second life of yours good, Lu Meng. In any possible way. [ It's the least that he deserves, and she wishes she could explain why he deserves a peaceful life, but that would entail telling his memories. ]
miraculo: (well i guess)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-15 07:10 am (UTC)(link)
[ She still feels a bit undeserving of of his gratitude. And still feels a little bit disheartened him not really considering her a friend. But that just means she must work harder to really earn his esteem. And twice as hard to earn that friendship.

She sits there, smiling again, when their new kitten mews at them, as if urging her to speak. The kitten doesn't like long sentimental pauses! ]
Yes... Well. The newcomers can't be blamed. We were all taken from our worlds without consent. And the shinki were... [ She pauses, hesitating. She doesn't like how the shinki were taken post-mortem when they could have been left peacefully to rest or to move on to their next life. ] Well, technically they weren't given a choice either.

I'm glad you're grateful to be serving me, but there must be some pairs that aren't so lucky.
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[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-18 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She pauses hesitantly before she responds. ] A... little, yes.

[ Sanae spares a guilty look. ] Maybe it's because I'm the one who hasn't died, but... I feel that the shinki brought to this world from their own should have had a peaceful death. [ She looks at Lu Meng. ] Or at least a chance to move on to their afterlives or to their next.

[ He's fought so hard throughout his lifetime. Now he's been called to fight again for her. Will the man ever know peace? ]
miraculo: (can't make my frown)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-19 06:33 am (UTC)(link)
I suppose you're right. This is your life now... and if I were in your position, I'd probably be grateful for it as well.

[ She nods reflectively. She knows where her uncertainty comes from. ] It could just be how my world works, that I feel uneasy. The dead are not remain with the living-- and they really can't, not without being corrupted over time. Since that doesn't happen here, my feelings about it on this are invalid in this world.
miraculo: (u_u desu whatever)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-19 06:55 am (UTC)(link)
[ He does have good points. And it serves to remind her that this world isn't her world, and that there are already plenty of shinki who have remained for a long time and have never corrupted or turned into an ayakashi.

She breathes, smiling. ]
You know, about spirits becoming benevolent guardians... [ She looks at him, smiling. ] That's a better story.

I'll try to believe in that from now on.
miraculo: (let me see your phone)

[personal profile] miraculo 2016-09-19 07:03 am (UTC)(link)
Ghost stories with happy endings... [ She brightens, looking up. ] Ah, maybe at our next sleepover?!

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