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Who: Hazel, Jae-Ha, and Ukoku
What: Jae-Ha drunkenly invited Ukoku over. Is it too late to rescind an invitation when someone's actually in your house?
When: 4/27, morning
Where: Aengus's silly temple
Warnings: I don't know why I'm allowed to rp
[ Ukoku is a shadow. A crow's shadow. A short-ish dark handsome (??) stranger, except in this case not a stranger, a vaguely repulsive silhouette of bad intentions in full regalia, with the smell of cigarette smoke and incense and malice clinging to his robe.
Jae-Ha doesn't deserve this. He's a good kid, tall and aesthetically appealing (which has nothing to do with how undeserving he is, but is interesting in that it says something about Hazel), with leggie for days and a talent for waxing poetic, a mildly surprising but undeniably loyal dead-man replacement for Gat.
(He's precious to you, he'd said to Filbert that day in the church: I'm jealous.)
It's not the first time Ukoku has wondered why people cling to other people the way they do, and it won't be the last.
Hazel doesn't deserve this either, probably, in spite of his prejudices and all the souls he's stolen and the wonderfully misguided vengeful justice he's applied. He hasn't had an easy life—but if fate is real, he was never meant to. And from what Ukoku knows of religion in the West, fate is a given and suffering is how saints are made. (Interesting: they run toward hardship, self-punishment and loathing and guilt.)
But he was invited, so Ukoku is standing at the door to Hazel's temple with a gift in his hands: a blue flower in a pot, because Jae-Ha crushed the other one (no he did not). He knocks lightly on the door. Surprise!! ]
What: Jae-Ha drunkenly invited Ukoku over. Is it too late to rescind an invitation when someone's actually in your house?
When: 4/27, morning
Where: Aengus's silly temple
Warnings: I don't know why I'm allowed to rp
[ Ukoku is a shadow. A crow's shadow. A short-ish dark handsome (??) stranger, except in this case not a stranger, a vaguely repulsive silhouette of bad intentions in full regalia, with the smell of cigarette smoke and incense and malice clinging to his robe.
Jae-Ha doesn't deserve this. He's a good kid, tall and aesthetically appealing (which has nothing to do with how undeserving he is, but is interesting in that it says something about Hazel), with leggie for days and a talent for waxing poetic, a mildly surprising but undeniably loyal dead-man replacement for Gat.
(He's precious to you, he'd said to Filbert that day in the church: I'm jealous.)
It's not the first time Ukoku has wondered why people cling to other people the way they do, and it won't be the last.
Hazel doesn't deserve this either, probably, in spite of his prejudices and all the souls he's stolen and the wonderfully misguided vengeful justice he's applied. He hasn't had an easy life—but if fate is real, he was never meant to. And from what Ukoku knows of religion in the West, fate is a given and suffering is how saints are made. (Interesting: they run toward hardship, self-punishment and loathing and guilt.)
But he was invited, so Ukoku is standing at the door to Hazel's temple with a gift in his hands: a blue flower in a pot, because Jae-Ha crushed the other one (no he did not). He knocks lightly on the door. Surprise!! ]
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Well, for now, he'll just stand from the table silently. He could spend his time putting away the dishes, but he's going to accompany them to the door, too. It's a little overprotective, but he likes to think he's being subtle enough to just seem polite.]
I hope the food was alright. [Some stock input, for the polite road...]
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[ He stops at the door and turns back, smiling benevolently. ]
Don't be a stranger, both of you!
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We'll be seein' ya around. [Not here! Not here ever again.] Have a good one, Mister Ukoku.
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[Jae-Ha will stand here and wave until the door is shut...
And then lean around to peek out the window slyly. IS HE GONE.]
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No, he's gone. He takes a few steps away from the house, pulls his phone out of his pocket, checks it for a second, and teleports away. ]
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Ugh. Ugh!!!]
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Hazel...
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[HMPH... but come here and help him clean up breakfast anyway. He's not going to eat any of this at all... cute breakfast time has been ruined.]
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[There's still that stabbing guilty feeling, but he can focus enough to sound stern about this point, following along. He'll clean, of course, and he'll force Hazel to eat something later.] Each time, you'd fall for his leads and ask questions. Are you trying to upset yourself on top of the rest?
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I didn't fall for a single thing! All he was doin' was goin' on with some made up story about the great picnic conspiracy.
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[Hypocrite?? It's because he cares that he's pointing this out. Pausing from his cleanup, he moves over to Hazel's side, placing a hand on his shoulder.]
I know that I've caused you a lot of trouble with this. I'm sorry. [Stop being mad at him...]
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I heard ya the first time. Go pick up your plate. [He needs... to Sulk.]
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Jae-Ha can only watch Hazel for a silent moment before turning to clean up the table. Leftover plates, and eventually he'll have to deal with that flower so Hazel doesn't have to. But he guesses he can't do much about this on his own, anyway. Hazel can sulk, but he'll have to deal with Jae-Ha thinking about how he screwed up, too. He can't help that.]
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Good to know some people truly do not change in so many years.
He can feel Jae-Ha's lingering negativity, too, although this time he won't snap about it like he did upstairs - that... probably wasn't the best thing he could have done. He hates that Ukoku has the nerve to talk to Jae-Ha, and that Jae-Ha let this happen in the first place. But that isn't his fault... mostly. Taking it out on Jae-Ha isn't going to help either of them.
But who is he supposed to— no, that's stupid. It's Ukoku he should be mad at, not Jae-Ha. Sometime during his Sulk, he folds his arms on the table and rests his chin on them, to frown at the table itself. Hmm.]
Y'didn't... well, no, ya screwed up, but I'm not gonna hold it against ya. [...anymore.] Sorry for tossin' out breakfast.
[this is as much as he can manage in one day......]
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The silence stretches on for long enough that a distant worry starts growing in the back of his mind. That maybe yesterday was a fluke, and that he's messed everything up beyond repair. Hazel could rethink things— they're all irrational thoughts and he can at least recognize that, but it doesn't stop the twisting in his stomach as he cleans dishes.
Those words pull him out of it for a moment, and he glances over his shoulder at him before looking back at the sink.]
You were bothered. [He says that like a verbal shrug, like an it's okay without necessarily addressing the direct apology. He's still not sure if he should be apologized to, after everything.]
Can I ask you something?
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Urgh. He's quiet for a moment, before he sits back up just enough to look over at Jae-Ha.]
What?
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[He's just letting water run over his hands, at this point, since the dishes are clean. He's thinking.] So is it fear that holds you back?
[What can this nerd do...]
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Hazel sighs, slumping back onto the table. Yep, this is the conversation he wanted to have this morning, especially after yesterday...]
I reckon it is. I already mentioned he makes me uneasy.
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Is he not someone I could threaten away?
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I'm tellin' ya don't. Mister Ukoku's got— he's got a power the likes of which I'd never ask ya to face. I've seen what it can do, and I'm tellin' ya to keep away.
[Please Do Not provoke the crow man.]
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What can it do?
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It makes things into nothin'. I've seen it— somethin' gets caught by what he can do, it's not comin' back. It's just gone.
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He turns back to the sink restlessly, finally grabbing a towel for his hands.]
I won't. But if he's going to be troubling us, the least I should know is what he's capable of. [Even though he did wish this could've been solved. Here comes another wave of guilt, since he'd been so thirsty for relationships that he'd literally gone temple to temple to meet people. He didn't know it would end up like this...]
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That's all, as far as I know. Well— all that's really worth notin'. I dunno what ability they laid on him, here... [wow, it's probably horrible. Hazel hates his life. But that's all, probably, besides not listening to him when he talks about picnic conspiracies - he's about to bring this up when that new guilt pang distracts him. Mm.]
If we're lucky, he's not gonna bother comin' around again. [is anyone lucky when Ukoku is near] ...C'mere.
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He'll leave the towel on the counter as he steps over to the table.]
You don't think we'll be so lucky. [Hazel is worrying, isn't he... He'll keep worrying... Ugh, this is the worst.]
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1more shh
i waited a whole five minutes before writing this, just in case
look
Mega thirst
Shush
Sin is Everywhere
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return purity to this kitchen thru sin
sin cleanses everything??
yes,
i keep looking up at ukoku's face, again,
screams HE IS GONE
is he..... is he!!!!
next time: scarecrow dome
great plan
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