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[Hazel's kind of giddy after saying it, even though he doesn't need to wait for a response. There's just something thrilling about being able to say that to someone at all, especially like this... And Jae-Ha's sweet, somehow, just staring at him like that.

He shifts to lie back down and settle into Jae-Ha's arms, still mostly on top of him. There isn't anything to worry about right now, there's only the two of them and this happiness they've found together. He couldn't possibly want anything else.]

I know, it's somethin' to behold. [teasing... say something, dweeb.]

[He's cute, even with that teasing. Jae-Ha relaxes a little more, letting out the breath he was holding to hold him as tightly as possible.]

I should have realized that much. [Looking back on it, they both were so eager, so into it, so... everything. But.] But I was still a bit worried. My heart is something I usually keep close.

[He knows that, even without any of his memories.] But I gave it all to you. It's a relief to hear that I haven't been left alone without one in return.

[Hazel's one true shoujo romance, here... He squeezes Jae-Ha's shoulder lightly before sliding his hand to rest against his neck. These words - like he's felt before, there's a moment the world feels like it's spinning away without him. This is new territory for him, things he's never felt before, but his feelings are so strong that he doesn't have any room left for doubts.

Like, just listen to these shoujo prince lines. Jae-Ha is so incredible.]

What've I been sayin'? I'm all yours. All is all, make no mistake.

[His heart is going to melt along with the rest of him. Jae-Ha smooths a hand over the back of Hazel's head, a small laugh shaking him as he then wraps his arms tighter. Ugh. He wants to hold him so close... He ducks his head as best as he can from the bed here, kissing wherever he can reach, even if that means air kissing at his head as his fingers curl into his hair.]

Think of exactly what you want the moment my energy is back. I'm ahead of you. [He can't have that!!]

[Air kissing, what the hell, he's so cute. Hazel won't live through this, it's already been decided. He wiggles up a little higher, entirely because he wants his kisses, hello.]

You're keepin' score? [This doesn't surprise him, and yet. Anyway, hmm.] Your ribbon's around here somewhere...

[That was cool last time, sooo let's start there.]

[ ah perfect. From here, he can pepper him with kisses wherever he can reach, humming as he goes. He's still tired, but that fades quickly when he pictures Hazel neatly bound like before. What can he say? ]

Oh, so you liked that? [ as if he doesn't know, he smiles between his kisses, hands wandering a little in their hold. He just wants to touch him everywhere. ] I could do better than before. How much will you let me tease you?

[ smirking against him, he slides a hand down just enough to squeeze his ass. This is fine even with cute kisses, surely. ]

[Calling him out while giving him these cute kisses, god... rude but acceptable. Hazel hums and slides his hand up to just behind Jae-Ha's ear, leaning up to kiss at his jawline. Even better than before, well, he's already convinced after everything else.]

I'll let ya have a lil fun. [But only a little, because he's so impatient. It's the checks and balances system of denial kink, totally. He presses his hips against Jae-Ha when his ass is squeezed, hmm, that's nice.

He probably dropped the ribbon somewhere near the foot of the bed... Sitting up to look is just not an option yet, but it's over there somewhere.]

[The ribbon can wait a few more minutes, at least. They can work up to this, after how much they were just turned on before. He squeezes again, humming and pushing him up to try and kiss his lips, this time. Come on, come up here—]

Only a little? I'll take what I can get. [He smiles into the next kiss, slow and affectionate. They can have some cute makeouts until Hazel starts wanting more enough.]

[Cute makeouts sound great. It was only once for him, but he's still feeling pretty wiped out from the intensity of it... He just needs a little time, he's not down for the count!! Jae-Ha trying to move him around via ass is helping, in a stupid way. God.]

Well, you'll be gettin' more than that. [He says, like Jae-Ha doesn't know... shh.]

[He was promised a lot more rounds than this, so he certainly won't forget them, but he wouldn't expect Hazel to keep going nonstop. That'd be a bit too extreme of a kink. Instead, he kisses and kisses and grabs and things get heated occasionally and then he slows it down again. A lot of messing around via kissing.

Eventually, his legs shift a little to try and feel around for his ribbon. It's just squirming for a long while, since he's doing this blindly based on memory, but that's fine, since he'd like to squirm against Hazel like this anyway.]

Even after everything else, you have such a nice taste. ♥ [Now he's like this, this is fine.]

[Hmm, Jae-Ha really knows how to get him going again. Kisses and touches and going strong before slowing down like that - god. Hazel loves all of it, even the squirming. His arms are wrapped around Jae-Ha by then and he doesn't loosen his grip to let him try and find the ribbon... Get creative, dear.

And yet, wow, lewd.] Y'know, I'm not sure if that's conceited of ya to say or not.

[but let's NOT have this conversation, okay, great]

I'm only speaking about your taste. But I do mean all of it.

[Now he's just lying... Mostly. And being lewd. But he can be as creative as he needs to be, toes finally finding the ribbon and carefully dragging it closer. Eventually he scoots it back enough to reach for it with a finger.]

Do you have a fantasy? [Just comes out and asks this,]

[Lewd as heck... Hazel still just holds onto him as he wiggles for the ribbon, unhelpfully. He's practicing for when he really can't move.

That sure is a question.] Nothin' in particular...

[Like, he's a good Christian boy?? Having loads of sex is the fantasy, and now he's living it. Good job, Hazel. A beat, then,] What's yours?

[he knows it has to be in there somewhere, so,]

Really? Nothing at all?

[Hmmm... He wraps the ribbon around his palm once or twice, and then smooths his palm up Hazel's side, pushing at the shirt but not really moving it off, either. He'll have fun with it once they start things for real again.]

In that case, mine is a secret. ♥

[What. Come on.]

That ain't fair— you're the one bringin' it up. I'm curious now. [Nudges at him... share, you big dweeb.]

That's a vulnerable thing to share alone, you know.

[He teases, but he's not really worried about that. He is actually a little shy to say his wants, believe it or not, but... It's also that he feels strange asking for something if Hazel doesn't have anything he wants to ask for in return. It's a lot of things!

Squirming from beneath Hazel, he presses up into a kiss, and nudges further with his body to try and get him to roll over with him.]

Maybe you'll discover it on your own.

[Hmmmm. He's still really curious, even as he obliges and shifts to roll over. He's still not letting go of Jae-Ha, so this part is easy.]

I changed my mind, I've got one. It's where ya tell me what yours is. [Hazel,]

You're cheating, like that.

[ Not that Jae-Ha seems to mind with the smirk he has on his face. Grabbing around Hazel still, one hand at his ass and the other raising to slide behind his back, Jae-Ha moves him a little higher on the bed. Just enough so that when he's ready to peel Hazel's arms away from him, they'll be able to reach the headboard. For now, he leans down to kiss at his neck, humming softly into it. ]

I'm a little embarrassed, so I feel like you'd tease me for sure. [ even if teasing is exactly what he's doing now, not saying anything straight out... ]

[Hazel laughs, sliding one hand up into Jae-Ha's hair as he's moved. He's weirdly into just being shifted around like this, maybe not surprisingly after the wall incident, hmm...

While he runs his fingers through Jae-Ha's hair,] I think ya kinda like the teasin'. But ya never know, maybe I'll think it's really special.

[ He does kind of like the teasing, he doesn't hide this too well... He loves that hand in his hair, too, but it's about time to slowly work Hazel up until he wants more, so he starts with his other arm. Slowly, he drags his own hand along it, kissing more insistently at his neck as he guides it up. ]

I'll tell you. [ in a minute... his second hand guides the hand out of his hair next, kissing at it before he lifts it up too. For now it's just kisses, as he even leans further up to kiss up along his arms. Nice and slow is a fine mood for right now, he thinks. ] You look as stunning as usual... I can't wait to make you tremble.

[ he's so lame... ]

[Ah, there go his hands. He hums, curling his fingers as Jae-Ha kisses up his arms. Even with the more insistent kisses, this is just slow enough to start building up the tension again. Jae-Ha is so... enthralling, with just this much.

And he's lame, but god, Hazel still loves those cheesy lines.]

I sure hope you're gonna keep your word. [Not that he thinks Jae-Ha won't make an absolute mess of him, because he usually does, but for banter's sake... He presses up gently against Jae-Ha with another little hum. Tell him the secret.]

[The banter is one of the things he loves so much, so he's glad Hazel shares an appreciation for it and continues it like this. Kissing at his wrists, he finally lets his ribbon unravel from his palm and crosses Hazel's wrists instead. He ties them together on their own first, and then brings the remaining length of ribbon around one of the bars of the headboard, a more snug hold than the way he'd done it on the couch. Even when he ties this one with a pretty bow, he lets the tail ends of the ribbon fall out of Hazel's reach from the top of the bed before tracing his fingers back down his arms.]

I always keep my word.

[His fingers drag all the way back down, over his shoulders when they reach there and then to the front of his shirt where he kisses Hazel's lips again.]

It's rather simple and lacking in details, despite all my buildup... But I feel like I've always wanted to be so needed that I can't be let go. [He'll tell him now as he slowly undoes the buttons on this shirt. Finally, he can see some more of Hazel's skin... As nice as the shirt is as a dress. He kisses at his neck between his words, now, speaking most of them against his skin.]

I don't like to be held down, but I like to be held close. Whether it's hands wrapping around me from behind or binds holding me in place so that every bit of me can be touched without hesitation, I really just want to be overwhelmed by feeling.

[He gets to the last button, undoing it and flipping either side of the shirt to the side so his palms can smooth up Hazel's chest, instead.]

Imagining your hand tightly in my hair and the other around me, with us moving together so roughly that we can't think... That sort of passion screams true feeling, doesn't it?

[Ah, finally, the ribbon. Hazel looks up to watch his wrists being tied, scoffing at Jae-Ha dangling the loose ends out of his reach. It still sends a shiver of excitement through him as an extra reminder of how he's putting himself completely at Jae-Ha's mercy. His gaze follows Jae-Ha's trek back down his arms, humming a little into the kiss.

Jae-Ha's fantasy, though... Well, he was expecting something a little more... actually embarrassing? Maybe he'd laugh at how pure that is if they were just having a conversation, and not in bed with his hands bound and Jae-Ha's lips against his neck, but it's amazing what wonders those things do for his mood.]

So you're sayin' you're just a hopeless romantic? [Surprisingly cute...] I can do that for ya.

[A beat; he wiggles his fingers.] Well, not at the moment.

Don't get me wrong. There are plenty of crude things I'd like to do with you.

[Ah, he's being impure just to have his pride here. Shut up, emotions are embarrassing, he doesn't know how to handle them... So he kisses down Hazel's chest next, hovering there rather than going down any path. His hands wander lazily wherever they'd like.]

I'm taking small steps towards things like that.

Small steps? What're the leaps and bounds gonna look like?

[Was it... not crude to have sex in the hallway? Or on the couch? Or a little bit just now?? Hazel's good church boy soul is confused. At least those hands are nice... Tell him more about those pure feelings while he waits forever, here.]

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