It must be very deep. I was hurting and so furious... but I tried to hold it in and not think about it like I was supposed to. I held out as long as I could but after the moon viewing, I just couldn't anymore. I hated myself so much for my weakness. And nothing made it better.

[She goes quiet a moment as she focuses on petting Jeep until she's steady once more. When she speaks again, her voice is soft and weary.]

I think I've been angry at Heaven for them dragging me here. This world isn't where I'm supposed to be.

[She doesn't know how she knows this but she does.]

But I guess what's done is done and I have to accept it. I don't want to make my friends cry.