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Well, maybe that means you'll learn how to relax again. I mean, not being angry all the time is the first step to that, right?

[It makes sense to her, anyway.]

Not necessarily. Just because I'm not angry anymore doesn't mean things like instinctive reactions or distance from this sort of thing are going to disappear.

[Easily or at all. At this point, Shun really isn't sure of how well attempting to recover is going to go, especially when he's fully aware he'll have to go back to the war whenever he leaves here.]

Yeah, but you could work on overcoming instinct and feeling distant. [Another shrug as they start to step further into the bamboo filled areas.] At least, if you want to.

I don't want to overcome my instincts that much. I'll still need them when I go back to my world. [It'd be a pretty pathetic excuse for a death to get caught out because he'd let his instincts get sloppy in the time he was away, whether or not that time actually passed in his world.]

So that's for sure what happens to people, huh?

[It's not something she's really pursued, just picked up a little from around.]

I don't know, but I'm not planning to stay here forever. If finding a way back home has to wait until we find whatever's bringing us here, so be it, but I'll get back one way or another.

[Even if he wanted to return to this world sometime later, he wouldn't be able to comfortably do it without seeing the conflict in his own to its end.]

Hmm.... Well, good luck. [As they come upon where a small little wish station is set up, Wendy sets the box to the side.] I wonder what'll happen to all the shinki if a way back to where you need to be is found?

I don't need luck. [Determination is his usual standby, and it's been doing him reasonably well so far. The main issue is their complete lack of information on what's bringing them here.

While Wendy occupies herself with the wish stand, Shun stands to one side, considering the question.] I suppose it depends. Some of them might come from worlds with different afterlives they want to go back to. Some...might find a way to get a second chance.

[The hesitation in that second statement is only very brief. It's a wish, more than anything, because Shun doesn't want to leave Yuto behind in this place when he returns to his own world.]

Honestly, I don't mind this afterlife. It almost makes me wish that I was one of those regular shinki to the old gods. Although they seem kind of dumb sometimes...

[Humming, she starts to write down a wish.]

Suijin and Bishamon aren't bad - hell, even Amaterasu isn't, she's just inexperienced. I wouldn't envy anyone ending up with Fuujin or Raijin, though. I don't think anyone would force you to go one way or the other if you had to choose between staying or returning, anyway.

[Gods are one thing, but shinki might have nothing left for them at all where they came from. It'd be impossible to validate forcing them to go back if they didn't want to die in the spiritual sense as well.]

Suijin, Bishamon, and Amaterasu... Got it. [Even if it doesn't look likely that anyone will figure out what's up with the mystery of this place, it'll be good to keep in mind anyway.] What's up with Fuujin or Raijin?

Fuujin's an idiot and Raijin acts like he barely deigns to talk to us. I haven't found a reason for either of them to be worth dealing with so far.

[There's an extra note of dismissiveness to his remark on Fuujin, since he particularly dislikes the guy. Raijin is more frustrating than anything, and he's only met him the once.]

But no one has to deal with them, right?

[Carefully finishing one strip with her tongue poking out, she looks at him.]

Or are they everywhere for you gods?

Depends. Sometimes the older gods ask people to meet with them, so if either of them did anything like that I'd probably be obliged to at least show up.

[Even if the immediate reaction might just end up being him walking out from refusing to deal with either of them. At least Suijin is tolerable conversation.]

I hope they just invite other gods and not shinki.... I don't need that kind of annoyance in my life.

[Finishing what she's written, she blows on the ink carefully to help it dry.]

I got asked to bring my shinki last time, so if they invite your god there's a good chance you'll have to go.

[At least they've only asked him the once, so that's something.]

Ugh. Then it'll probably be for the best...

[Just to make sure Hibiki isn't too ridiculous, if nothing else.]

Are you sure you don't want to write anything?

I don't have anything to write down right now. And I'd rather do that sort of thing in private, anyway. [Ignoring frivolous wishes means anything he writes down is likely to be fairly close to the heart, so he'd rather not have anyone hovering over shoulder while he does it.]

Fair enough, I guess!

[And with hers done, she goes to smack it on the bamboo.]

Still, it's pretty fun. There's something nice about a silly thing bringing everyone together.

[There's a somewhat noncommittal hum at that, though it's edging on displeased.] Bringing people together is fine, but I prefer not having to be there when it happens on this scale. There's too much to pay attention to.

[It turns into an overload for someone as intent to focus on everything he can as Shun is.]

Then don't.

[A blunt answer as she turns around.]

That's why all of Amaterasu's shinki are here, right?

I can't just not pay attention to things, any more than someone can choose to stop breathing. It starts again without me thinking about it. [It might be a bit of an excessive comparison, but it's also the most accurate one Shun can think of right now. It's an ingrained behaviour, and one he can't really control without actively forcing it.]

And you won't learn to ease up because you might go back home. [At least she's caught onto that quickly enough.] Still, that doesn't sound like the greatest life to lead.

What if you never end up back home?

Exactly. And I can deal with it. [It's a bit of a catch-22. If things were resolved back home, Shun would be more open to change, but as it is he's set to head right back into the middle of a war.

There's no hesitation in the answer he gives to that question.] I'll find a way.

[So his answer to that problem is...apply force until it stops being a problem.]

What a stubborn guy.

[Shaking her head, she fishes out her phone to check at the time and makes a small noise.]

Oh, I have to get back to Hibiki's- do you want the rest of the takoyaki?

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